Did I really sound like that?

I am bad at timing, my timing is off, my tact is lacking sometimes. There was a time when you never returned my letter. What I wrote in that letter was filled with theft and the outcome was heavy. I rewrote a story we both believed we loved; about two people we admired because of their chaos and how it seemed romantic. But that time was not romantic, really (for neither us nor them) - it was full of yearning. I saw you recently after a long time. You told me that we both yearn and that it is our problem, that this kind of Yearning has to come to an end so that we can really feel happiness.

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